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uh oh [22 Dec 2005|06:54pm] [ mood | restless ] feeling like this again i dont know whether to accept it or to run away from it...oh well only time will tell. another heartbreak in the making. day by day yeah right you had me at hello 1| i cannot stay here, i cannot leave

[22 Nov 2005|02:17pm] [ mood | indescribable ] heading to calgary to go see avenged now...so pumped, will post pics later 5| i cannot stay here, i cannot leave

[05 Oct 2005|06:15pm] anyone going to avenged in calgary on the 22nd of November? 2| i cannot stay here, i cannot leave

memories [27 Jan 2005|10:14pm] [ mood | melancholy ] the truth...is you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath id appologize for bleeding on your shirt =( 1| i cannot stay here, i cannot leave

[26 Jan 2005|10:12pm] Take the quiz: "What piercing are you?" Lip You're not one of the popular kids, but who cares? you like it that way. you would rather die than be part of their crowd. you may doubt yourself at times but you know you're cool! i cannot stay here, i cannot leave

[24 Jan 2005|03:34pm] [ mood | crappy ] worst feeling in the world right there....im sorry, i know i cant take it back now 5| i cannot stay here, i cannot leave

punk rock test [07 Jan 2005|10:55am] [ mood | energetic ] I AM 63% PUNK ROCK! The intelligent punk. Tuff and Smart. I may be able to maintain a train of thought long enough... What the fuck was I talking about? Take the PUNK ROCK test at Fuali.com 3| i cannot stay here, i cannot leave

im just a man with something to proove... [06 Jan 2005|08:05pm] [ mood | sick ] the song of the week for the big bad dr. is ...... AFI - A Single Second Oh my God! My God this can't be happening! God tell me, tell me this isn't real! I can't believe all that I have foreseen is finally happening. I cannot for a single second stand the way I feel. I always knew. I always saw it coming. Enveloped now, encased by my worst fear. I've never felt the nausea of longing to feel nothing, I never wanted to cease to exist, just disappear. Fear memories are all that lie ahead. Never have I felt so lost. Memories dull my senses. Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead. Never have I felt so dead. Once felt so warm, now I'm fucking freezing. I am the once embraced abandoned one. I raised my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing; no relief was mine, I was burnt, by the sun. there you have it you sausage-aholics i cannot stay here, i cannot leave

[28 Dec 2004|12:40pm] [ mood | high ] jimi hendrix bong, pants, shirt, 2 cd's, 40 of appleton rhum = damn good christmas i cannot stay here, i cannot leave

mmnahaha [22 Dec 2004|07:39pm] [ mood | high ] today was the show..i was really nervouu. french for nervous. lol probably not but it is for me cause im the awesome boy. on the stage my leg started twitching like really fast n i couldnt stop it it was insane i hated it, but we did everything right cept for the stupid drummer. im not going to say names but he was suppose to let dane do his solo and he didnt i was mad. oh well. im listening to ooold music like back in the day for me. offspring smash, it rocks. "i may be dumb but im not a dweeb im just a sucker with no self esteem." i love it. but yah i got nothing else to say, finch is almost hear. see ya in the pit! i cannot stay here, i cannot leave

who killed the cheerleader you did you did oh no. it wasnt me at all! [22 Dec 2004|07:34pm] My #1 result for the SelectSmart.com selector, Which One of Davey Havok's Body Parts Are You?, is Hair 1| i cannot stay here, i cannot leave

soon... [21 Dec 2004|10:11pm] [ mood | excited ] wow. i cant believe its tommorow already. my first live stage performance with a band. im soo pumped. even though it is a cover it is still going to be effin wicked man. this is like almost a dream come true. its only a talent show at a school but we all gotta start somewhere i cannot stay here, i cannot leave

i became famous in this day in december [20 Dec 2004|08:08pm] [ mood | indescribable ] i havent posted in oo so long. i just havent had anything to say.. now i do. it is almost christmas and certian people in my life are trying to ruin it for me again. firstly i got a mother who is crazy and sends me emails at 3 in the morning about how messed up her life is. i got a father who is high a lot, which isn't that bad i guess. then theres me. im just a fool, i dont go to school like i should. today i finally got in most of my missing assignments to the math teacher. she was happy, but im still goign to fail, its inevitable. i played nurse today. my dad cut off half of his pinky and i drove him to the hospital. well i shouldnt say half but he like shaved off a lot of it. like a huge chunk it was nasty. this music is so depresseing man. stupid alycia and getting me into the postal service. i cant even talk cause of this gay cold. i dislike it. i enjoyed friday. that was a wicked night man. i totally recommend this song to everyone that reads this journal. if anyone actually does. Bernard Hermann - Twisted Nerve. it is sweet. listen to it in the pitch dark with it cranked on ur stereo, its sweet. its snowing here in manitoba, which reminds me of the song "you land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic." i love afi they are so i dunno in describeable. this is a lot for me to write. I have to work on wednesday which im totally not looking forward to. the bosses daughter is a dominatrix and she hits on me and its really scary. eeek! well im going to go now. see you in the pit.....yah rancid! 1| i cannot stay here, i cannot leave

[14 Dec 2004|07:23pm] "two in the heart have left me a while, i stand alone, when they get back it wont be the same." if you know song this is then great if not, then download it Avenged Sevenfold - Second Heartbeat. 1| i cannot stay here, i cannot leave

[13 Dec 2004|08:15pm] [ mood | crazy ] Which Family Guy character are you? 2| i cannot stay here, i cannot leave

blah [08 Dec 2004|06:54pm] [ mood | confused ] According to the "Which Big Lebowski character are you?" quiz: Why don't you check it out? Or we cut of your Johnson! 3| i cannot stay here, i cannot leave

alycia is my freakin hero [07 Dec 2004|07:17pm] [ mood | impressed ] oh alycia, u came and u fixed me a picture. and how wonderfull of you it was.. ooooh alycia haha thanks a bunch buuudddyy u are my freakin hero 3| i cannot stay here, i cannot leave

siiinging [06 Dec 2004|06:35pm] [ mood | crazy ] well i see that every just loves posting lyrics on here. so im going to share my favourite lyrics with you all now. Calling tears from deep inside, oh, you're so exquisite And in the mirror, all midnight eyes Oh, if I could remain, but it's just a visit All midnight eyes read "vacancy" Twisted, twisting To the lovely dancing lights, I begged, "May I cut in?" But they never stopped playing "their song" Of a joyous song the sing, I've heard whispers On a freezing note, I resonate Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end Just like a memory, it twists me Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end Twist... twisting me You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic Onto the melting boy, and melt away You light as gently, you're so cinematic Bathed in your radiance, I melt In the glitter, in the dark, sunk into velvet Praying this will never end In the shadow of a star, in static pallor I realized I never began Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end Just like a memory, it twists me Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end Twist... twisting me You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic Onto the melting boy, and melt away You light as gently, you're so cinematic Bathed in your radiance, I melt All the colours upon leaving, all will turn to grey All the colours upon leaving, all will turn to grey (All grey) All the colours (All grey) upon leaving (All grey) all will turn to grey (All grey) All the colours (All grey) upon leaving (All grey) all will turn to grey... grey... You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic Onto the melting boy, and melt away You light as gently, you're so cinematic Bathed in your radiance You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic You land as lightly as the new snow, and melt away You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic Bathed in your radiance, I melt 1| i cannot stay here, i cannot leave

u just havent earned it yet baby. [02 Dec 2004|07:38pm] [ mood | bouncy ] this story is impossible, ive started then erased everything like 4 frickin times, yah frickin. it blows goats...today was a fun day, i figured a lot of shit out..it was rad, what a wicked word, rad. now theres no beauty in bleeding mascara. i thought id be happy but i ended up just feeling bad, crazy how things work out i cannot stay here, i cannot leave

the love for rap is back [21 Nov 2004|06:06pm] [ mood | mellow ] wow, i love rap now, its so like whoa, i can just sit n chill n listen to it n relate man. but i guess im just a lover of all music. "tell me why are we soo blind to see? that the ones we hurt are yoou and me." oh yah good ole cooolio, that shit is wack! oh my god rap is funny. like the big snoop d o double 'G' or dre uhh, "1..2..3...and the 4.." "aint nothing but a 'g' thang baby." ooh yeah, as he takes a hooot "its like this and like that and like this and uhhh" wooordd! oh and by the way im joking rap sucks! 2| i cannot stay here, i cannot leave

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